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2024.12.21 π
My Canadian mutual Sour Notes Symphony released their electro synth pop album, Idiot-syncratic on Sunday.
This high-tempo chiptune rock is giving MySpace era dance angst back to my days of rawr xD'ing at your local mall.
2024.12.19 π
I know I know- I said no more blogging. But I promised my friends I'd shill their bands whenever they dropped new music, which some of my mutuals might appreciate.
Horse Butcher is a nasty deathgrind band from Tacoma, WA, which include members from HISSING.
They've got CDs and tapes, and for the love of castrated christ- please print shirts, Seth!
EDIT: They have shirts!
2024.12.16b π
Photos from Halloween cover show, Dino Cave, and Creston Crypt.
Bands: The Names Of Our Friends, Elephant Walk, Red Pine, Priscilla, Impermanence, Mind Palace, Spit Locket, Agariik, Lab Rat. πΆοΈ
2024.12.12 βοΈ
I've been feverishly scouring slam metal playlists for the past 24 hours, then it occured to me that I should be showcasing all the wonderful artwork that comes with it.
So here's eight lovely album covers from my current music library, sorted from "closest gross" to "furthest away gross", accompanied by sample tracks with poignant song titles. Enjoy!
2024.12.11 βοΈ
A small dose of snow hit the roads yesterday morning. βοΈ
Caught a discount showing of YK2 last night, an A24 throwback stoner comedy by Kyle Mooney (SNL).
The movie is bombing horribly with a current Metacritic score of 52/100, so bad that I nearly cancelled our tickets. My wife convinced me otherwise, so we went in with low expectations.
I must have brainrot because I laughed so goddamn hard during Y2K. The film follows two teenage boys trying to get their nut at a turn-of-the-century party, but then Y2K actually happens and machines start killing people.
This is clearly one of Kyle Mooney's SNL skits stretched into a 91-minute bit. But that's okay, because as soon as shit hits the fan, any semblance of seriousness is thrown out the window for an endless series of throwaway bits, 90s cringe references, and Limp Bizkit songs.
And while Y2K is mostly camp-filled sillyness, there's a couple dialogue-driven scenes between "Slipknot girl" and "conscious rapper boy" that seemingly come out of nowhere, addressing teen-relevant issues like sexual identity and slut-shaming. It's an odd bit of depth thrown into these side characters.
It doesn't really hurt the film; I just thought it was a peculiar to have such moments of sincerity shoved between people being mutilated by home appliances.
So if you like corny shoved-in-your-face-on-the-nose-low-bearing fruit jokes about rollerblades and Britney Spears, give Y2K a shot. The marketing was very honest with this film. Speaking of, I love the look of these throwback posters.
2024.12.9 β
Kaiser charged me $329 for a doctor's appointment and the CEO of UnitedHealthcare gets his head blown off. Lol.
Today's song is by Fastidium, my friend's cavernous death metal band back in Hawaii. They released their self-titled in the summer and opened for The HIRS Collective shortly after.
We walked through a damp mossy forest, quickly surrounded by darkness.
Found a Chinese restaurant. Ordered pork bao slimes, beef pancake, and fried veggie dumpings.
Finally watched Furiosa, which bombed in theaters but was seemingly Anya Taylor-enJoyed by everyone who saw it.
And what a shame, because Furiosa rips. I'll admit the 148-minute runtime kept me from seeing it in theaters, but the movie's five-act structure effectively immersed me in the titular character's highly motivated journey of revenge, to a similar degree as The Northman, another epic revenge tale that also tanked at the box office.
Chris Hemsworth's performance as Dr. Dementus might be the most memorable villain of the year. I was unsure of his role from the trailers, thinking he'd be some quirky antogonist, but his character is much more evil. Combining whacky charisma with brutal savagery is fitting for the Mad Max universe, and hearing Hemsworth use his Aussie accent makes him more iconic.
During the movie I lit a fire using generic brand Duraflame, and the results were concerning.
Despite conjuring fire wall, my cat didn't seem to mind:
The next day we went to B-Dubs to watch UFC 310. The Ducks were playing Penn State, which occupied the bigger TV screens, so I ended up watching football instead dudes humping each other in the octagon.
Oregon is currently 13-0, so the crowd was excited.
I don't know nothing about sports- I just like being around people and eating nachos. I've been trying to drink less by tracking my sobriety streaks on /detox, which I clearly broke on Saturday.
One word: Coronarita
Things have been okay. Played a lot of video games this weekend.
Uploaded more clips to DOA.TV and ZED.TV. I watch these when I'm bored.
My back still hurts. I'm avoiding painkillers, but took muscle relaxer to sleep.
Gotta keep pushing through. I just want a good life for us.
2024.12.6 π
I'm on my slavic dance party shit again. β¨
It's that time of year where my punk friends lecture and shame me for using evil Spotify. Meanwhile, I'm wondering if being in the top 0.05% global listeners of Silent Hill 3's "You're Not Here" by Akira Yamaoka proves I have some mild form of autism.
So out of respect for all the broke ass artists still playing shows for beer stamps, I'm gonna shoutout some local (Hawaii) bands that I've met over the years.
Cvltists was a 4-piece hardcore powerviolence band that were active around 2016-17.
This is one of those bands I wish I saw more of. I've been musically involved with most of their members, and I may have not appreciated the type of harsh noise they would inevitably influence me into liking.
That said, I think Cvltists were underappreciated, and I wish more bands like them permiated the Oahu scene.
Fracture is a post-hardcore screamo band from 2015. I recall seeing them a couple times. (My recollection of the 2010s is blurry, so bear with me).
At a time where I had grown weary of pop punk oversaturation, Fracture scratched my sad angry itch in a way that not many bands were doing. I had their shirt and CD, but I might have lost them during one of my manic cleaning sprees. Damn.
YUH is a noise grind band named after that weird sound made by Death Grips, which is fitting given their drummer is influenced by Zach Hill (Death Grips, Hella).
These guys formed as I was quitting music, shortly before the pandemic, and have been strangely cursed cycling through 3 or 4 vocalists since that time. I'm biased since these are my friends, but I've enjoyed getting blasted in the face by their chaotic energy on more than one occasion.
Happy Pawn is a funk'd out pop band from Honolulu. I just want to say: Rawb, if you're still reading this, I miss you buddy <3 And I thoroughly enjoyed listening to your cover of "How Bizarre" on the way to work.
2024.12.2 β
Spotted a house show at the last minute. The lineup was Trans Panic, Impermanence, Mind Palace, and Spit Locket.
Spit Locket had a live DJ. Haven't seen that in years, not since Linkin Park or Incubus.
I took a couple photos, but the roll is still in progress. So here's an older photo of Impermanence at the Snake Farm.
2024.11.22 β
Slamming Bavarian death metal band Defeated Sanity just dropped their latest album, Chronicles of Lunacy.
2024.11.19 π§
Got more photos from the Mormon Mincers show. None of the bands replied to my DMs. They must think I'm a creep, bot, or both.
Today's song is by Zulu, an all black hardcore powerviolence band from LA.
Here's the music video:
2024.11.11 π§οΈ
The Vourdalak (2024) is a weirdo French period piece vampire folk horror. The protagonist is a true dandy boy, and he's getting lit up in the Letterboxd reviews. It's got bizarre puppetry, creepy imagery, and French dancing.
Lisa Frankenstein (2024) is an 80s throwback romantic comedy horror, with some musical scenes, but not overbearing like Joker 2 (from what I've heard). This was much funnier than I expected, only now realizing it was directed by Zelda Williams and written by Diablo Cody (Jennifer's Body, Juno). This movie already has a cult following, despite mixed reviews. The pushback is mostly from dorks and knobs. Everyone knows that (spoiler) chopping off a guy's dick and balls to replace your own is hilarious.
I also watched Trap (2024) last week. I didn't talk about it because it sucked.
2024.11.7 β
I've got photos for ya'll. Mormon Mincers from the SF Bay Area. I shot them in the Snake Farm basement weeks ago. Two-piece mincecore no nonsense grind that tore me to shreds. The vocalist uses a distorted TED Talk mic that makes him sound like a demon, the drummer is ripping so hard his eyes roll back like a shark, and they're both wearing missionary fits with shiestys.
Been playing Brutal Doom on god mode with IDCLIP, a guilty pleasure on mine. I find flying through walls and gibbing demons oddly calming. Makes me wonder why cheat codes in games went away. If you know what R2 R2 L2 R2 β β β β β β β β does in Vice City, we can be friends.
Additional thoughts: I came across this Shintaro Kago piece and thought I'd share it, just cause. I initially intended my site to be music-focused, but I enjoy the scatter-brained nature of my content, and my total interests are much broader.
What I find most fun about site creation is its chaotic limitlessness. The perfect medium for thought puke and media vomit. The artistry on some of these sites are incredible.
Anyways, look at this gross drawing:
2024.11.6 β
End It is a hardcore punk band from Baltimore, Maryland. Another band shown to me during my last trip to Hawaii. If you know more music like this, please email me. Here's their music video for "New Wage Slavery":
2024.11.5 βοΈ
We watched Bones And All (2022), a romance horror starring everyone's favorite twink:
Directed by Luca Guadagnino of Italy, who made my favorite horror remake of all time, Suspiria (2018). I've only seen these two films, but he has a distinct emotional and visual style that I'm fond of.
Bones And All is a string of hits with some bad misses. Guadagnino nails it when it comes to horror scenes. His depiction of (spoiler) cannibalism feels grounded and brutal. There's some excellent character casting, notably Mark Rylance as "Sully", a seemingly kind and lonely stranger with a terrifying dark side.
Where the movie loses me is in its romance scenes. The uniquely eerie and unnerving ambient soundtrack is undercut by the corniest Love Is Blind generic acoustic jerkoff tunes during moments of intimacy between Chalamet and Russell. These scenes scream YA novel and are a jarring contrast to the intial tone of the film.
Frustrating music and dialogue aside, Bones And All is a decent cannibal love story (find me one better). I haven't seen Guadagnino's weird tennis orgy movie (I prefer ping pong), but his films certainly have my attention.
Senza released their new EP, Celestial Body. I ran into their guitarist/vocalist on Friday, who played a post-Halloween cover show as Orchid. I loved it.
2024.10.31 π§οΈ
Last blog of the month. It's cold as fuck and there's donuts in the breakroom. I haven't watched many horror movies this month (only five), so here's my spooktober review:
1. Pandorum (2009)
This has been on my watchlist for over a decade. I've been hesitant due to its icky spastic 2000s-era Saw-giving trailers, but Pandorum has a cult following and it's adjacent to other scifi horrors of my liking (e.g. Dead Space, Event Horizon).
After a brief exposition dump about how Earth's resources are fucked and spaceship Elysium is sent carrying 60,000 people on a 123-year trip to colonize planet Tanis, we're introduced to Corporal Bower (Ben Foster), who is aruptly ejected from hypersleep.
I've seen hypersleep awakenings depicted in Alien and Event Horizon, usually accompanied by nausea and mild confusion; Pandorum's is by far the most metal. Bower is visibly shocked and in pain, having to rip Matrix-like tubes out of his body, all while shaking and covered in goo.
Bower finds Lieutenant Payton (Dennis Quaid), and both realize they've been improperly awoken due to the ship's unstable reactor. Due to their premature ejection from hypersleep, they both have partial amnesia and may suffer a space-related psychosis called pandorum, hence the titular title.
A good chunk of the movie is spent with Bower as he investigates the ship while Payton acts as overwatch from a computer. The production can be spotty, but overall the cold dark metal aesthetic of the ship is mostly believable, conveying a sense of nervous claustrophobia.
Ben Foster does a great job as the protagonist, seeming genuinely concerned for the safety of the ship's crew, becoming increasingly punished as things get worse throughout the movie. And by worse I mean when humonoid cannibals show up and start violently murdering and eating people.
I wanted to like Pandorum more, but there's too many scenes that drag the 108-minute runtime. The tone and pacing are uneven, teetering between serious scifi mystery to full-blown SYFY channel splatter shlock horror (the latter of which I have no problem with).
As bloated as the movie is (like this review), the action was mostly serviceble and I did enjoy the cannibal gore scenes. However, Pandorum is mostly forgettable, so I'm giving it two bags of popcorn. πΏπΏ
2. A History of Violence (2005)
This was a Cronenberg re-watch that's been on my mind since my first viewing in high school, possibly college. Viggo Mortensen plays Tom Stall, a small town diner owner with a wife and kids. Two spree killers attempt to rob his diner, but Stall valiantly defends his patrons and disposes of the criminals.
News of the incident makes Stall a local celebrity, and he briefly appears on televised news. Soon after, a mobster from Philidelphia shows up to the diner (Ed Harris), claiming to know Stall as a different person entirely. The mobster and his goons begin stalking Stall, and hilarity ensues.
I love simple premises like this. I also romanticize cozy small town living (see my last blog about life in the suburbs), or at least the portrayal of it in media. Cronenberg's early work contain more scifi body horror, but A History Of Violence's story stays a bit more grounded, giving it a grittier feel.
The cast playing Stall's family do a great job, particularly the wife Edie (Maria Bello), who shows impressive emotional range as the events of the movie escalate. The son, Jack (Ashton Holmes), has his own subplot involving high school bullies. This parallels his father's actions and might have a little something to say about the cycle of generational violence, but its subtle enough that it doesn't detract from the main story.
There's also a couple extra saucy sex scenes, so add a bonus bucket of popcorn if you're into that. Running at a tight 96 minutes with little to no scenes wasted, I give this family-drama driven and occasionally gorey movie four bags of popcorn and a cup of coffee. πΏπΏπΏπΏβ
3. The Substance (2024)
I already talked about this in my [2024.10.21] blog, so I'll keep this one brief. It's fucking NUTS. Hyper stylish and gross. Serves all the cvnt and some. Cronenberg, Stuart Gordan, and all the body horror gods should be proud.
Demi Moore plays an aging fitness star ("Elisabeth Sparkle") who gets let go by her producer- oh look who it is again, Dennis Quaid (hilariously named "Harvey"). Shortly after, Sparkle comes across a black market de-aging drug called The Substance.
I'm gonna stop here because this is one of those 'dive in blind' type of movies, because it's just so particurarly absurd and obscene. It's also extremely satirical, and despite what some critics might say, shouldn't be taken too seriously. It's a dark comedy body horror and I'll leave it at that. Four bags of popcorn and a bad bitch.
4. Terrifier 3 (2024)
I also talked about this in a previous blog. Rarely (maybe never) can I say the third movie in a series is its best. Terrifier has done an unprecented job of carving out its gore slasher audience and pushing us through the grinder. The practical effects and legitimately impressive, the soundtrack is awesome, and clearly a lot of heart and soul and bones and blood went into Terrifier 3. Either watch it or don't, but it's five knives of popcorn from me.
5. Strange Darling (2023)
Thanks to RedLetterMedia's Half in the Bag: The Kyle Gallner Triple Feature Spectacular! video, which led to watching Dinner In America, I find myself overtly stanning and simping Kyle Gallner.
Who was once the awkward emo kid in Jennifer's Body, is now a hunky badass (why the fuck am I writing this). Anyways, Strange Darling is a rollercoaster romance thriller told in six chapters. Like The Substance, I'd avoid spoilers if you can. It carries a lot of strength in its plot delivery.
I've seen people compare this movie to Tarantino and David Lynch, and it's certainly stylized in ways that are reminiscent of their work, but I'd say Strange Darling has an indenitity of its own, more inspired than derivative. The performance of Willa Fitzgerald's character carries a lot of weight, and Gallner does a great job as well, simping notwithstanding.
If you like fiery romance crime thrillers, check this one out. I give it four bags, almost a perfect score if it weren't for one particular very drawn out scene with an awful song choice that made me cringe. πΏπΏπΏπΏ
And that's it from me. This took way longer than I anticipated, and you're an absolute champ if you read all that. I was going to talk about other stuff, but I'll save it for later.
2024.10.30 π§οΈ
Watched Conner O'Malley's Rap World last night, a camcorder mockumentary following three friends in their nightlong attempt to record a rap album.
Rap World is a very specific look at what it was like to be a middle-class degenerate in the late 2000s American suburbs. Smoking weed in your friend's mom's basement, getting pranked in the McDonald's drive-thru, crashing a house party and fighting the owner- yeah, that takes me back.
My familiarity with Rap World's setting nearly gave me a panic attack. Every detail from the early digital camcorder aesthetic to the characters' clothing and personalities are eerily reminiscent of my upbringing in 'suburban hell'.
There wasn't much to do outside of smoking cigarettes outside Chevron or getting drunk in the garage. The munedaneness of daily life is strangely isolating, which can make people repressed and stir-crazy. This is compounded by the monotony of surburban planning and architecture, which is often soulless.
While most of O'Malley's YouTube content is completely unhinged, Rap World is oddly nostalgic and legitimately authentic. I laughed really fucking hard throughout its hourlong runtime, and it even played at Hollywood Theatre.
Some of its humor might be lost on city or rural kids, maybe having overlapping qualities with small town folks, but it can still be appreciated as a time capsule of suburban American culture. I'd loosely lump Rap World with films like Donnie Darko and Greener Grass. Now, time to hit the Micky D's drive-thru. I just hope the McFlurry machine ain't broken.
2024.10.29 βοΈ
Cult Leader is a hardcore punk band from Salt Lake City, Utah. They were formerly Gaza, a chaotic metalcore band I found using the "grindcore" tag on MySpace's search engine.
For years, Gaza was my favorite band. Their dark themes, heavy sludgy mathcore riffs, unconventional compositions, erratic drumming and scary vocals- all very appealing for a depressed edgy teenager.
Gaza came to an unfortunate end, as allegations were posted against their vocalist, combined with tensions with other members. The band kicked him out and reformed as Cult Leader.
While I still listened to Gaza years after their reformation (often criticizing Cult Leader's sound for being watered down from their previous work), the allegation story left a bad taste that slowly eroded my emotional connection to their music.
As time went on, my tastes changed and I stopped listening to Gaza entirely.
This is (unfortunately) a common story. There's endless discourse about separating artists from art, and how forgiving their audiences should be.
The most egregious example (imo) being the legacy of the king of pop, who many people believe was a child predator, had multiple allegations against him, including a case from 1993 that was settled out of court for $23 mil.
Despite the allegations, stories, and documentaries, MJ's music is still hugely popular. There's even a recent Netflix-produced short film for "Thriller", which was ironically made for children. Baffling.
People who form emotional bonds to art usually don't peak behind the curtain. Should I not watch Rosemary's Baby because the director is a creep? Should I not eat Subway because their biggest spokesman was arrested for CP? Should I not use my iPhone because Foxconn workers throw themselves out of buildings, or its computer chips use colbolt mined by Congolese children?
I'm going off the rails, but you get the point. None of this matters anyways- I'm not a moralist or activist. Just a dumbass with a blog. β¨
P.S. Some additional thoughts:
2024.10.28 β
Senza's new EP, Celestial Body, is set to release for streaming and vinyl this Friday.
2024.10.23 π
Christmas came early in the form Terrifier 3, the gross third installment in the newly popular killer clown series that's outperforming Joker 2. It's nutty how quickly Art became a recognizable horror figure this late in the game.
Terrifier was a sleeper hit that gained a cult following, Terrifier 2 was a crowdfunded success that went viral for its infamous bedroom scene, and now its holiday themed threequel just banked $44.9 mil on a $2 mil budget.
The opening scene felt very Black Christmas (1974) in look and tone. Paul Wiley coats the film with dark psychedellic synth tracks. The sound design is also terrific. I haven't heard a chainsaw so loud since I watched The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (1974) at Hollywood Theatre.
Art is the face of the Terrifier franchise, but its returning character Victoria Hayes takes center stage as her putrid face and macabre humor perfectly matches Art's freak while they commit horrific acts of violence. Expect to see Art & Victoria cosplay couples this Halloween. <3
Abort Mastication is a death metal grindcore band from Tokyo, Japan. Their drummer Kyosuke also plays for No One Knows What The Dead Think.
I want to share Paul Wiley's score for Terrifier 3, but it doesn't look available yet. There's a short film music video featuring heavy metal band Ice Nine Kills (clearly a play on Nine Inch Nails), as added promotion for the movie.
2024.10.22 π
Slept for two hours. Insomnia is becoming a legitimate problem. Need to work on stress management. Incentive to abstain from booze and flower, as they both disrupt REM sleep. I've had a string of stress nightmares this year, one resulting in sleep paralysis that simulated a shadow demon sitting on my chest, paralyzing my body so I was unable to move or look at it directly.
Uzumaki released its fourth and final episode, which caught me offguard, as I didn't realize I was watching the finale. The conclusion is bittersweet, as I wanted to "hang out" in the Uzumakiverse for at least ten episodes. It's been so long since I've read the source material, so I'm not sure if any plots were skipped over, but Junji Ito mangas are generally fast reads.
My dismay is in part due to waiting five years for the show's release (due to pandemic production complications), and my overanticipation hindered the viewing experience. Quality issues aside, I like what the creators delivered overall: A creepy, gross, disturbing, uncanny horror anime, faithful to Ito's black and white artstyle, with a memorably haunting soundtrack.
Speaking of shows that ended earlier than I anticipated, I also wrongly assumed Tim Dillon's special, This Is Your Country, would be a longer series. Inspired by 90s trash television like The Jerry Springer Show, Dillon talks to a variety of guests to confront oddball issues, ranging from a zoomer who wants his cousin to stop bullying men on OnlyFans, to a crypto bro revealing a $200k loss to his pregnant wife.
The topics are hit or miss with middling degrees of intrigue, and questionable authenticity from the guests. The strong point of the special comes from Dillon, who roasts the living shit out of his audience members, reminding us how strong his crowdwork
is.
My biggest gripe is that no one throws hands, and from the lack of visible security guards, there were likely legal limits enforced by Netflix that prevented physical altercations from erupting. Not like the good ol' days.
Today's song, "You're Not Here" (featured in Silent Hill 3), was composed by Akira Yamaoka, a Japanese composer for the Silent Hill series, the Silent Hill films, and is now the sound director for Grasshopper Manufacture.
The vocals are performed by Mary Elizabeth McGlynn, an American voice actor and singer with notable roles including Major (Ghost In The Shell: Stand Alone Complex), Julia (Cowboy Bebop), and Nina Williams from Tekken.
I've actually seen her do a panel at Kawaii Kon, an anime expo at the Honolulu Convention Center. She was with her husband, Spike Spieg- I mean Steve Blum, who is also a voice actor (he's TOM from Toonami).
Between SH3, Bebop, Champloo, Tekken, and many others, McGlynn and Blum are a power couple within the anime/video game VA space. I've likely heard their voices during my upbringing more times than I realized.
2024.10.21 πΊοΈ
I'm extra salty it's Monday because there's cool Garfield shirts at Target, but none of them are my size.
We watched The Substance, followed by chicken wings and Terra at 1st Street Pocha. Things have slowed down since the funeral, yet the holiday drivers are speeding up. (I passed a nice 8-car pileup on the way to work).
Lazer Bullet is a fast hardcore punk band from Portland, Oregon. Like Alienator, I've watched them both play at Black Water.
P.S. The Substance is absolutely bonkers. Body horror has been making a comeback with recent films like Evil Dead Rise, Possessor, Crimes of the Future (anything by the Cronenbergs). A24 and NEON have been dueling to produce the grossest weirdest shlockhouse films while the freaks and I lap it up. French director Coralie Fargeat has a style I describe as, 'likes to drag her audience through glass', as I had seen in her previous movie Revenge.
While I wish The Substance were trimmed down for time (pacing is my biggest issue with modern movies), the film's dark humor, absurdity, and outrageously violent payoff is 100% worth viewing.
2024.10.18 π§οΈ
Chat Pile is a gnarly sludge metal band from Oklahoma City. The vocalist has an unusual singing style (reminds me of Daughters), their lyrics are depressing, and their influences are even more depressing-er. I heard they're touring Oregon soon.
"...All the blood
And the fuckin' sound, man
You look at their eyes..."
"...And the screaming
More screaming than you'd think
There's more screaming than you'd think
Everyone's head rings here
Everyone's head rings here
You never forget their eyes..."
"...Hammers and grease."
2024.10.17 π
The leaves are turning yellow for autumn. We're met again by a timid buck in the middle of the trail. He stares at us for a moment, then saunters off into the forest while two joggers run by.
After devouring lamb arabi and cold beer, we subject ourselves to the nightmare of Uzumaki episode 3. The janky animation felt purposeful and creepy, giving its characters an uncanny, disturbing quality. Without spoiling too much, all I can say is I hate hand crank drills now.
My Bellingham bro turned Long Beach boy just dropped a neocrust punk skramz 4-track EP called mmxxiv by recvrse, with his homie from Los Angeles. This made for pleasant listening while stoned in the shower:
Unrelated, the ads for KILL KNIGHT look incredible. As a RUINER fan (brutal Akira-inspired cyberpunk top-down action shooter), KILL KNIGHT might be the cosmic hellshadow of that game, reminiscent of Mandy.
2024.10.16
I almost ate fucking shit on the freeway after a line of cars stopped abruptly. I swerved, braked, honked, hit the emergency lights and skirted on the sweet Oregon rain. Ironically, Alienator's "Buried Alive" was playing off their album Time To Die. The punk gods have a sick sense of humor.
Alienator is a ripping hardcore fast-punk band from Milwaukee, Wisconsin. I seen them play at Black Water, a vegan restaurant & bar in Portland. Our Raniers got crushed and I got decked in the back of the head. So, fun show. They're on some label or punk collective called Unlawful Assembly.
2024.10.15
Thinking of i heard your laugh from outside and thought it was a small wounded dog, a screamo band from Portland. I've met the singer a couple times. Chill dude. They've since disbanded and took down their posts. I last saw them open for Senza at Hoan Kiem in northeast. I shot the singer and got elbowed in the neck. Funnily, he thanked me after for pitting.
but i cant move on
just wait for something
break my self down
a face that feels nothing
i look for no one
not once for me
within this being
bleak
i look for no one
it all stays the same
complacent within me
knowing whatβs left
something is missing
a virtue through blood
hide in the darkness
feelings worth felt
i canβt hang on
clinging to trains
aiming at stars
i have but nothing
no one
i threw it all away
nothing
no one
i have myself to blame
2024.10.14
Starting the week with Agents of Abhorrence, a three-piece grindcore band from Melbourne, Australia. Their socials look inactive, but I'll link their Facebook and Bandcamp for anyone who's interested.
Rewatched A History of Violence last night (David Cronenberg). Simple premise, but well-executed. I like small town vibes, diners, and shotgun blasts through the sternum.
I put in an offer for a maple foot couch at the consignment store. It's a bigger, firmer version of my current couch, and I'm certain it'll be healthier for my back long-term.
My algo is convinced I have neuropathy (nerve damage), and keeps shilling mushroom coffee. I like the product, but I have to be cautious against self-fulfilling prophecies of pain diagnoses.
2024.10.12 (evening)
Walked through the forest and was met by three deer: two does and a buck with antlers. The male was shy; he did not want to be seen.
We watched ducks swim in a pond. Later, the Ducks played on several widescreen TVs at McMenamins. I ate a plate of steaming hot cajun tator tots, three sliders, and a flight of beers.
Show Me The Body is a post-hardcore band from New York City. A friend showed me this band during my recent trip to Hawaii, for the death of my father-in-law. RIP.
2024.10.12 (morning)
Last night I watched Uzumaki episode 2. It was chock-full of spookies, both hairy and slimey. I saw a post criticizing the show for using all of its budget in the pilot, and I partially agree. Some of the frames look rushed or ugly. The more horrifying animations are nicely detailed though.
The music is still a strong point for me. The show's composer, Colin Stetson, is a multireedist. He has an uncanny ability to create hauntingly beautiful otherworldy noises. I first noticed him for his work on Hereditary.
I've included a vid of his performance during the Adult Swim Festival 2020. This is when I realized the insane sounds he produces come from just solo woodwind instruments. A one-man army of existential cosmic cacophony.
2024.10.11
Started my morning with Trucido, a ripping grindcore band from Dallas, Texas.
I've added an about page and horror carousel, which is just a collage of my favorite spooky films.
I forgot to put onions on last night's pasta. π§
2024.10.10
I watched Face Pulp (thrash hardcore punk) play at Twilight Bar, preceded by live wrestling and BLTs with cheesy fries. They are from Flagstaff and Ft. Defiance, Arizona.
2024.10.9
Listening to Mind Palace, a local hardcore band. I shot them at the Snake Farm in Portland, Oregon. The person in the mask is mean-mugging.
